So I just stopped with the journals and the thing a day and I am not quite sure why… but I can’t quite get myself to continue at the moment…. so I am not- and I am going to attempt to not feel bad about it- I am just going to admit that right now it is not happening…..

and then for some reason this song came to mind…. It is Same Thing by Barenaked Ladies and it makes me smile-

What does it mean to wake out of a dream and be
Wearing someone else’s shorts?
I’ve been around the block, at least on my bike
I was prepared for the news but not for
The Third World War
I found me an answer, in a grocery store
I found me an answer in the form of an old man with
a cardigan on, this guy’s got thirty years on me but
he stops and smiles just to say “Hello,
didn’t I see you on TV?”
Must’ve been the same thing
Must’ve been the same thing
Must’ve been the same thing
Charlie Brown went through
I’m in a comic store
Lookin’ for some mistakenly priced comic I could make
A fortune on and in walks the Fantastic Four
I say “Don’t go;
That last issue was cool!”
Must’ve been the same thing
Must’ve been the same thing
Must’ve been the same
These
things all end
Who asked you anyway?
You’ll have to bend
Who asked you anyway?
I’m in a thunderstorm
Staying out from under trees never holding
Gold clubs, but still seem to be getting
Struck by lightning… must be
Something in my veins
My weathered veins
Must’ve been the same thing