i am feeling oh so very slow at the moment- as though there is something , some lesson that i ought to have gotten by now, but i missed it. it is there looking at me-saying come on i am right here! and i am all… wtf?

i feel off balance and out of it and it seems like i should be able to tell what it is i need to break out of this, but i am at a loss. is it because i am trying to figure it out? is that the problem? this notion that i can somehow find this out?

oh…. feeling very woe is i- it happens- suppose. what do you do when you feel all woe is i? any suggestions….